Faith is darkest before the dawn

            but first

i have to go and take a leak

then i can deal with it

i know i know its all in my head

i understand, of course i will

            but first

i have to watch some televison

you see theres this program thats

really connected to the struggle

we all go through it’s so relevant

that i can get a lot from it

before i deal with it all

            but first

i have to buy every toy i ever

dreamed of owning when i was a  little

less confused and abused by poverty

of love and caring i know i know

they can't help then or now

            but first

i have to go help everyone else

get directions to the clambake

the big clambake where everyone is

happy and connected to each other

except me, i know i know already

            but first

there are more people to meet and

run away from so that î can add them

to my collection of damage, i know it‘s

not my fault, well er, maybe

I don’t know-

Anything.